Floyd has had a good few days. He's been alert, pleasant, peaceful, smiley. I sent my love via carers a couple times.......and they got a smile back from him each time. :) I sent an audio message to him the other day too. He had an emotional response. I want to remind him I'm thinking of him and that I love him - but I don't want to upset him.
One of the carers mentioned to Floyd that he looked forward to being able to visit with him on our deck again, sharing testimonies of workers scattered across Africa, and enjoying our ocean view. He said Floyd teared up at that. It's wonderful to know he understands, but it can be hard too at times.
A while back, some friends gave us a fig tree. We planted it, but it didn't do very well. We've been in a drought and have water restrictions, so we couldn't really nurture it very well. The poor tree shriveled up, and was mostly a barren "stick." Several times I almost pulled it up to toss in the trash.
I recently looked out and saw it........and was stunned. It has big, green leaves on it now. It looks healthy, and I have hope that it will keep growing. It's quite amazing. I would never have anticipated it resurrecting in such a way - especially since we still haven't been able to give it water.
"Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crops fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls, yet I will rejoice in the Lord, I will be joyful in God my Savior." Habakkuk 3:17,18
If I stand back and look at this unexpected journey we've been on - and especially now with my chemo treatments thrown into the mix - it can look very "barren." But as I looked at that stick of a fig tree that now has big green leaves......wow! Who knows what God is doing that we can't see. My heart of trust in Him is rekindled. I am joyful in Him, my God and Savior. He is good and faithful!
This Tuesday was my second round of chemo and everything went smoothly. I'm tired and have the normal chemo side effects but Praise God, I am doing much better than I did with the first round.
I was thinking that we would have never dreamed of this current scenario - all that has happened to Floyd, how long it has gone on, and now my cancer returning.
But God knew!! He's not surprised by it all.
And He has wonderfully provided for us:
- the rehab hospital that has been so perfect for Floyd
- the wonderful "care team" that spends time with Floyd and cares for him
- the new "Sally care team" that is helping me, supporting me
- the blessing of our son, Matthew, being here to help
- family members that have come a number of times
- friends that have flown in from all over the world to visit Floyd
- high quality cancer care & a really loving chemo room team
- my cancer treatment is being covered by our medical aid/insurance
- the restful atmosphere of our home to recover in
- the incredible, faithful prayers from people all over the world
- the generous gifts that have helped cover Floyd's care
The list could go on and on. These aren't just "coincidences." They're testimonies of God's wonderful love and provision - His care for us. I realized today how blessed and encouraged I am by all this.
"Then they cried to Him in their distress. He sent forth His word and healed them. He rescued them from the grave. They cried out to the Lord in their trouble, and He brought them out of their distress. He stilled the storm to a whisper, and the waves of the sea were hushed." Psalm 107:19, 20, 28, 29
How mindful He is of every detail in our lives. How faithful He is. How loving and caring. My heart is steadfast toward Him and filled with gratitude!